I'm telling you, i am really fed up with myself & the world. The only thing keeping me right is God & you. During this time of Ramadhan, even though its only 4 days in, I've already felt like giving up on fasting 3 times, already cursed more than 10 times and nearly told a lie. This isn't right. It never is. But i get through the month, by letting go of things. By forgetting the negatives, i set forth for positives. I'm not gonna let the negative thoughts rule me. I'll get through.
I've been telling myself everything is over, everything is done. Move on & focus on the future. I realised, i stopped looking forward to school. I stopped looking forward to seeing people. Yet when i do look forward to it, it just leads me to feeling shitty & pissed. Its quite a normal feeling now.
Let bygones be bygones. Ever heard that phrase?
Vacant Heart- Frankmusik
