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Basically; modeltypes, owls, giraffes, cats, tv shows, movies, celebrities, online communities, tumblr, twitter, gigs, music, photography, cameras, indie bands, poppunk bands, animals & a couple more stuff that evades my mind at the moment.
2009 in review is made up of:
Internet. Being high online. Being insane in real life. Staying back in school. Going to gigs. Making sure i dont have stuff other people have. Feel disappointed when i do. Listening to random bands. Using my DSLR, MadRad. Talking to people online. Nodding my head like yeah~. Watching movies. Eating food. Breathing air.
Well then.
What i think of 2009?
I think i changed. Like, not so much, but i definitely kinda did. I'm not sure wether its for the better, or maybe its worser? But i did change and i'll state it as a fact. Truth be told, i'm not too sure how i changed, in what way per say, but there is that feeling. That feeling of knowing you changed. My mindset has changed. Maybe i stopped wallowing in the past, maybe i decided to be more optimistic even though i was a pessimist at heart? How about i decided to stop being a total prick and just live life. I guess i was more outgoing this year, kinda. Yeah, i have a lot of stuff to be thankful for this year, i do. I also have a lot of stuff that i shouldn't have taken for granted. And a lot of stuff that pretty much sucked balls. BUT! I didnt really give in to 'temptations' did i?! I AM STILL NOT A MINAHREP. Omg, lame much, still labelling and defying and all that. Grow up Nadia. Haha. Okay, look at me, still typing Haha.
So, maybe my mindset is still somewhat the same, i'm still kinda childish, a little obsessive compulsive, still paranoid, but i did learn to trust a little more this year. I dont know wether it was because of the friends or whatever, but i did trust a little more this year.
All in all, i might be one of the few to say:
"Hey, i actually LIKED this year"
End of 2009 reflections post.
Ps. this was edited on the 2nd because it felt bland. Me and my love for words. POOOEY.
