Wednesday, July 21, 2010

under control

People don't look at your personality first. People judge you automatically by your looks and then try to get to know your personality. But the second they don't like your looks, they don't get to know you. That's how reality is.

The above quote is so true no matter what people say. You might try to defend yourself by saying that you aren't that kinda person, but admit it. You know that you have definitely judged someone just by their looks, at least once in the past month or so. I know i have. I do regret doing that but its just something that comes naturally to most people- judging people that is. We may do it subconsciously but we do do it. Oh well, food for though i guess, makes you think about who you are as a person. Its making me think about who i am as a person anyway, idk about anyone else.

Well, MTL O Level Listening Compre was yesterday. It was easier that expected, there were one or two questions that left me going, "WAIT WAIT WHAT." But i think i can do it. I hope i get it all correct, to make up for my probably disappointing oral marks. I'm trying though, trying to improve my malay, but fuccccck, this is getting frustrating.

Life has been so uneventful as usual. I've been making playlists though, lots and lots of them. A playlist for a different emotion, a playlist for a certain thing i wanna do. Its kinda fun making playlists. Fun, Fun, Fun.
I've been looking around for good gigs to go to maybe, but alas, to no avail. Singfest 2010 is so disappointing. The only ones i'd even consider going for is Lupe Fiasco, Kanye West, and to a lesser extent maybe 30 seconds to mars and Katy Perry. The rest are so irrelevant to me.
I'm pretty sad Singfest this year was disappointing. I still have the savings from 2 years ago. Daaaamnit.

Anyway, i got my Keds, finally after a million gazillion years. They didn't have the colours i wanted though. At least i got them! The colours i wanted was either the grey jersey one, the metallic gold one, or the striped ones. But they only had the part plaid/part black ones, so i bought those. They're so comfy though. So much love for them. (i'd probably get sick of them soon enough, ohoho)

The month of fasting (Bulan puasa or Bulan Ramadan, as us malay/muslims like to call it) is fast approaching. I'm quite nonchalant about this, unlike last year. I've been quite nonchalant about everything lately. Something exciting needs to occur.
I need to make it occur.
Need to make it happen.