Why did i think it was a good idea? Agreeing to go there. I used to like you and now i dont. But i still have that image of you. The image that you were different and better than the people you hung out with. I shouldn't have agreed because now that image of you is ruined. Even talking with you now makes me uncomfortable and i want to end it as soon as possible. It didn't use to be so. Seeing your name used to lighten up my day. Talking to you used to be such a joy. Now its changed.
I want you to stay the way you are in my head. Please don't ruin it. Leave me be.
