Thursday, October 20, 2011

losses and crushes

 Taking a break from art right now. Feeling quite inspired after sifting through artists online. If only hopefully Ms A will agree that the artists that i have picked are good. So, i decided to pick Afloat. Seems that not many people are doing this theme, which is a good thing i guess. My idea is to branch out on water lilies and natural disasters. The loss of lives and how 'peace' is destroyed whilst being created. Or something like that. The starting parts of this process are the worst. Searching and having to bring yourself about to draw something out. Its the absolute worst.

It's less than a week to O Levels. The main papers that is. English in 4 days. I really want my A. It will help me out big time. Good golly i do hope so. I'm starting to feel the nerves and they're killing me. The stress is crushing me and i can feel the tension in my muscles. My bones are weary. They will crack soon.
Maybe counting to 10 will keep me calm.

Besides that, Laneway 2012 SG lineup will be announce tomorrow! So many good acts in the Aussie lineup that everyone's kinda spoiled for choice. I do hope The Horrors, Yuck, Girls, Wu Lyf, Portugal. The Man, and Laura Marling are in it. I doubt PTM & Wu Lyf & Yuck are though. Also, is it bad that i find Christopher Owens of Girls pretty attractive?
Christopher Owens from Girls
 A Different Kind Of Fix is playing right now. Its different from Bombay Bicycle Club's first album but its good nonetheless. Its more electric now, if that's even the word. They're so on point live too, judging from the youtube videos anyway. Welp, it does seem that i'm beginning to find Jack Steadman attractive as well. I don't quite know if its the smoking photos or that video where they were making the vinyls or its because of his voice. Maybe all 3. I mean, just look at him smoking.

 S.C.U.M. is getting so much attention now too! They're so good, sort of a heavier new The Horrors? Or Joy division? Either way, they're really good. Plus look at them, tres chic please. Oceans of White is a great song. I love the starting.

Oh and i've got a massive crush on Zach Condon. 



Oh crush. That chinese boy with the eye crinkles and the dimples. People are starting to notice him. Its disturbing me. He used to be my one special ~eyecandy~ (god i hate that word). Now ~she knows who he is. What if she forms a crush on him? WHAT IF? I can't handle it like this. I mean, he doesn't even notice me but really, that doesn't matter to me. Till now.
At least i got to stare at him and flail about him to Az during the quarantine/break. He's too cute.
Mindless crushes are great.