Wednesday, October 5, 2011

Shalalalala

So I went and said, why'd you have to make things so complicated? Why'd you have to go and assume that everything is about you?
Can't you have given me a day's grace. Everyone has their moments and everyone has their days. It just so happened that mine was that day. Shouldnt you have known.
Maybe I expected too much from friends. Doing inferences everywhere that doesn't need to be done. Now we're on a tiff and it pisses me off. I've given you million days grace to be moody and pissy. Why can't I have a couple days of depression to myself.
Now i'm guilty and I can't stand to look at myself nor at you.
I feel even uglier than before and it's because of this tiffs and all this gossiping. I want to stop. But how can I? It's tough. It's human.

40 or so days till I'm rid of all of you.
Be happy with all the people you care about but not me. Leave me be depressed alone because obviously you do not bother.

I need you to understand. If you don't, maybe we don't deserve to be friends.