Can't even begin to summarise the year because i can't remember all the events that stayed with me in sequence. In a jumble of words though i shall try,
Art coursework: staying up till 4, sometimes not sleeping at all, struggling to paint, struggling to come up with a final layout idea. Feeling like complete shit. Feeling like a hero.
O Level preparations: panicking. crying. struggling. i regret not working harder.
Concerts, a year of awkward dancing: MGMT+WBAlive which was neon hipsters, awkward dancing, awkward chatter, groundshaking, feeling like you belong. WeAreScientists+Neontrees which was dirty wannabe hipsters, awkward shouting, feeling alone. Uptothesky Fest which was hipsters galore, awkward dancing, walking in the rain, watching bands dance, feeling awkward and yet like you belong, not giving a fuck about anyone else.
Friendships: Made new friends through twitter, red camp and tumblr. Got closer with old ones. Fights and misunderstandings with some. Finally over and done with with those whom i'd rather never see ever again.
Self: I still have no idea if i've grown.
2012. As one of my resolutions, i shall sought out that i grow up. I should stop being an insufferable young twat who only thinks of herself. Peter will not be pleased. I will work harder in school. I will open up and be more friendly. I'll make more friends. I'll try not to dwell on my own problems.
Yes, i'll grow up.
